Wednesday, October 31, 2007

And I Start...

A new blog. I really got tired of xanga and myspace. So i guess i'm here.


Enjoy my songs...


-j. iresare

Life Of A Ten Year Old Girl (Song)

This is a true life story. Not of me but a close frend's. I finally wrote a song about it. So here it is. The actaul recording will come soon


And there He stands with open arms
waiting for the the sun to dawn
To see a girl that lives in harm
Coming back to a shepard like a fawn

And back at home she lives in scare
Red black scars shown are beneath her hair
Parents getting drunk at the fair
Never recieving love it as so rare

Its tis simple to derive
That she goes home and cries al night
She sleeps in her closet due to fright
That her parents again may get into a fight

Theres no reason to believe
That someone like her may never recieve
A sort of love that you cant see
But thats the pain i want to relieve

And this is where she starts a new life

Theres still hope up above
Go and pray to God for love
He is there to keep you safe
Never again is it ever to late
To send dear God such a prayer
He loves you so much he will repair
The broken marriage your parents shared
God will heal you, for He is there

And now she cowers due to fear
Mom and Dad are divorcing this year
Now that shes 13 its quite so clear
that dads almost gone its really near

The night he leaves she says dont go
but in return he says honey you ought to know
I dont love your mom anymore
Im seeing someone else now so i have to let you go

Shes now 16 her mom doesnt care
shes pregnant now lifes not quite there
her boyfriend just left and now she says its not so fair
she now lives a life full of sorrow and depair

And this is where she starts a new life

Theres still hope up above
Go and pray to God for love
He is there to keep you safe
Never again is it ever to late
To send dear God such a prayer
He loves you so much he will repair
The broken marriage your parents shared
God will heal you, for He is there

And now I leave with an unfinished story
Lets just say that she gave God all her glory
She now lives quite happily
With a husband thats not so wishy washy

Her prayer was sent up above
And with this prayer God poured down his love
The rest of the story you can imagine
Cuz she dedicated her life to God with a burning passion

I For Disaster

Another bluesy song I just wrote. About my feelings. just now. Yes. wait till its recorded.


V1
Everything's okay. the shining light in her eyes
Just makes the rest of my day. Way better than i ever coulda thought
I can see her smile glimmering like the suns light on the surface of a pool
Just pause the moment take a picture nothing like this can ever get better
V2
She makes my day like a rainbow in the sky after hours of rain
Like seeing a diamond in full shine after working hours in the cold hard coal
She makes me smile the way a mother comes back to a baby at home
She lifts my day the way a thermometer goes up when the sun finally rises
PC
And everytime she walks by. I can never catch her eye.
C
Cuz i. I see the way she looks at me
With an eye of why him, of a look like hes not worth anythin
Cuz I. See the way she trats me
With a hey who are you, you are anything but cool. everyday
B
Feel her cold hard stare, going right through your spine
I can see why she never wants to be with me
C
Cuz i. I see the way she looks at me
With an eye of why him, of a look like hes not worth anythin
Cuz I. See the way she trats me
With a hey who are you, you are anything but cool. everyday
O
Is it just because Im never gonna be as good looking as him...

Leave Her Here

I wrote this song for those guys that just had this girl that just kept using them. The kinda of 'money on her mind all the time' girl. Gold-digger. But it can also apply to other women. It was just what I felt right now.

Its pretty bluesy. When i record it I guess you'll hear the bluesy kinda tone.





V1
In between the crossroads We separate and meet.
But way along the road you get tired and lose your feet
Lying on the road down on the ground
Yell out for comfort, but find out that noones around
PC
Everything that i had done
everything that i had to blunder
Everything that just went wrong
All the things you ripped asunder
C
Taking separate paths you can see your own way
This is your rewards for walking astray
I guess i have no choice but to be her greatest fear
This is your consequence now i just gotta leave you here
V2
Its too close for comfort you have a long way to go
But the next time i see you maybe your kindness will actually show
You seem to miss me like you loved me but thats no reason to distress
But every time i get near its that my vision is clearly messed
PC
Everything that i had done
everything that i had to blunder
Everything that just went wrong
All the things you ripped asunder
C
Taking separate paths you can see your own way
This is your rewards for walking astray
I guess i have no choice but to be her greatest fear
This is your consequence now i just gotta leave you here
B
You seem to try to hold me on
But i dont need your silly remarks
Of why you want me back
Of how you'll die if im gone

Guitar Solo

C2
Go back to your own path I dont wanna ever see you again
I can clearly see you were just using me
I dont need you back in my arms i want you back where you belong
Im just gonna go and mind my business, and then leave you here